Blog for Choice DaySo I’m actually not that big for ’causes’, but this one I’ll make an exception for. This isn’t about morality. It isn’t about when life begins. Morality and when life begins are important topics that are related to abortion, but Roe v Wade was about privacy and the right to choose. So today, for this post, I did something I never thought I would. See I have several folders for my writing. One is things I’m working on, one is things that are done, one for things I’ve posted, and one is for the poems I don’t plan on sharing. This is from that folder. Every now and then we do things that surprise us.

every now and then
my arms will ache
for babe never cradled
my hands will stray to stomach, not flat
but not to swell with new life
I watch parents cuddle, chase, chastise
and think, “Not Me”
How empty the consolation
of another’s child
How different the love for child
carried, caressed, tucked in
How I still love them, even though
I lack the chaotic clutter of parenthood

I can love every child
and see in them my hope for the future
I can go home to a house, empty and still
and not hear the clatter that isn’t
I can know that this is right
and still wish for that other life,
every now and then

written 9/13/07

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